Token Broken

it's raining

been talkin bout my parts

today I'm

choking on brittle hearts

And all I need is a moment

a moment to breathe

maybe to feel

instead I've got a poem

a moment to seethe

'cause I'm not real

I've lived my life in drag

never a mirror

just another... flag

is anyone here

I can't see

I can't breathe

I can't be

your broken token

again

visceral entropy

within

you want inside of me

when strangled

I don't know who to tell

entangled

I dragged me back from hell

And all I need is compliance

a scrap of your time

maybe your mind

instead I've got this silence

a waste of my rhyme

No, I'm not fine

I've lived my life confused

never a mirror

always lost and abused

is anyone here

I can't see

I can't breathe

I can't be

your broken token

again

a break from your ennui

within

you want inside of me

You can't

I can't

You can't

I can't

be here

a moment to breathe

maybe to feel

a moment to seethe

'cause I'm not real

I'm not