Lost Humanity Short Story
This story is provided for free by H.S. Kallinger as part of the Lost Humanity universe.
Timing: between end and epilogue of World of Lost Souls
Content Warnings: pandemic, medical gore, references to violence against children
Author Note: This was written at the beginning of the real world Covid-19 pandemic, but publication was delayed due to a need for escapism. That escapism is turning into attempted erasure, so I'm releasing how this went down in Zack's world (delayed by a little over a decade because of the vampire effect on their universe)
Pandemic
“Can you imagine if this pandemic had
hit before you started working here? Or worse, when we were at war?” Angela
asked me.
“Yes, I can,” I muttered, looking at the
rows of beds in front of me. I'd seen pictures of makeshift hospitals from
history. I'd never expected to be working in one. “I also could imagine how
much better this could be going if people had obeyed social distancing orders,
if they'd just taken it seriously as soon as it hit South Korea from Italy.
When they showed us how a real pandemic response should work.”
“We aren't doing as bad as Italy,”
Angela said. “We learned from their mistakes. The president did everything she
could right away.”
“It's not the government I'm talking
about. It's the people,” I said, waving my hand in front of me. “I'm so
grateful that we can cope with all of this, that the regular hospitals were
immediately segregated from COVID-30 cases. I'm glad people can stay
home from work and not worry about starving. I'm angry that they didn't. I'm
furious that businesses put money over human lives and stayed open without
following any of the suggested safety measures until they were mandated. I'm
livid that people kept partying and enraged over that asshole doctor who let
his friend return from the Italian Alps and infect an entire hospital! It's
great everyone has healthcare, but we didn't need everyone to have to use it.”
“Dang, you managed to come up with a
whole fuckton of ways to say how pissed off you are,” Angela joked. She turned
and coughed. I stared at her. “Spit! I just choked on spit! I tested negative
this morning.”
“I can't even smell healthy from sick
anymore,” I said, relieved. “Everything everywhere smells sick.”
“If we didn't have vampire healthcare
workers, more of us humans would be on the front lines.”
“You could go home and isolate,” I said,
shooting her a compassionate look. She shook her head.
“No. I was already exposed, and I've kept
re-exposing myself. I'd lose my mind at home with nothing to do.”
“Well, we need one more batch of vents
printed,” I said. “Then we've got everyone covered.”
“How many are you going to infect?”
Angela asked me softly.
“Six have requested it, but only three
passed the screener,” I answered quietly.
“Ugh, what do you do for the other
three?” she asked. I met her grey eyes, only just visible behind the lab
glasses between her mask and cap.
“Let them die,” I answered, trying not
to feel anything about it. “Honestly, I think two of them are going to recover.
One... Leukemia sucks without this kind of shit.”
“Is that hard? Knowing you could save
every person in here?” she whispered.
“Yes,” I whispered back. “But not as
hard as you'd think. One of them won't quit using the d-word and swearing about
Italians. I'd love to introduce him to my vampire brother from Italy.”
“Xenophobic fuck,” Angela swore, glaring
out at the beds. A monitor went off, and I ran over to the patient without
hesitation. He needed to be intubated, so I called over Dennis. Every VUT medic
in the area was working in this hospital with me. I hadn't been home in a week.
I wouldn't be home until this was over. None of us would. Those of us able to
be awake in the day were up and working all day long with the human doctors.
There weren't enough of us for that. It was like the reverse of typical
hospital staffing. We were better staffed at night.
The countries not allowing for vampire
medical practitioners had all lifted their bans. Vampire doctors, nurses, and
medics the world over were working, some of them for the first time in decades.
The desire to become a vampire had skyrocketed, and I'd been refusing requests
every night. No one who didn't have a prior relationship with vampires was even
eligible. Then they needed to pass the general screening all vampires went
through. Finally, they had to prove it wasn't a panic response and that they
weren't going to regret it. We couldn't just let the vampire population
explode.
“It's been nice working together again,”
Dennis said as we finished with the patient.
“I agree. You guys don't come see me
enough. Treating all your own patients. Selfish,” I teased.
“Do you know how much better the new
station is?”
“Enough that they didn't bother making
it number two, but totally replaced the original,” I said.
“Like, I know we're right down the
street from your house and all, but you don't take shifts anymore,” he pouted
at me.
“My son was shot, and my daughter had
her face beat in, man,” I reminded him as we walked way. He winced. “If I'm not
working at the hospital or doing guard rounds, I'm with the kids. I could have
lost them. It was so close...”
“I get it. It's just been two and a half
years, so I guess I figured I'd see you back for a shift here and there by
now,” he said.
“Aww, do you miss me?”
“Shut up.”
“You do! I miss you, too,” I said and
threw my arm across his shoulder.
“Oh my god, get off me,” he said,
laughing and pushing me away. “Social distancing!”
“That's for humans!” I whispered. I
resisted another joke because we were in a room with people in critical
condition, dying from a disease their immune systems had no protection for.
“This could've been you,” Dennis said,
looking at a patient in his forties. I shrugged.
“Naw, I would have died from an aneurysm
before this,” I said. Dennis shook his head.
“You might not have.”
“Hey.” I held up a hand and looked at a
patient across the room. “Someone's waking up.”
Sure enough, the monitor went off,
announcing one of our comatose patients was fighting his tube. I was standing
next to her a second later, Dennis right by my side. A few other medics had
moved for the patient, but they backed off when they saw us get to work
extubating her. She vomited a mess of mucus, but Dennis caught it in a bowl. He
didn't even look away. I remembered him as a fresh faced EMT-B, unable to
handle this part of the job. He'd come such a long way. I was proud of him.
“That's right, keep coughing, clear
those lungs,” I encouraged her. She retched up a horrible amount of blood, and
my hopes for her recovery sank. That had come from her lungs. Fuck. She
probably had a pulmonary embolism. I kept encouraging her until she fell back
against the bed, exhausted. A doctor came over, and I stepped away to give him
the report and show him the bowl.
“Let's get her started on heparin and
get an ultrasound to see how bad it is,” he ordered. I recorded it in my
charting tablet. Humans were as hands off as they could be here. Vampires were
doing all the charting to avoid infection via contaminated equipment. I passed
the ultrasound order off to another medic and returned to the patient, who was
looking around in horror.
“How did I get here?” she asked me.
“You were transported when you tested
positive for COVID-30,” I explained. Tears ran from her eyes. I pointed to the
mask she was refusing to let Dennis put on her. “Hi, I'm Nurse Zack. We're
going to get some medicine in you to help with the blood clot, but we also need
to get you back on oxygen. If you don't want to see the room, I can also get
you a virtual reality rig so you can pretend you're somewhere else.”
“Aren't those big and heavy? My neck
already hurts,” she said. I pointed to a patient a few rows away.
“You see that visor over his eyes?
That's the VR rig. It's a therapy model designed to be used in hospitals. We
can sterilize them, and they weigh only half a pound. Technology has come a
long way since the big sets. I had one of those when I was still human years
and years ago.”
“You're not human?” she asked, looking
up at me in surprise.
“Most of us aren't. We can't get sick
with this,” I said, smiling reassuringly. She smiled back and rested against
her pillow, letting Dennis put the mask back on her.
“Yes, please, for the virtual reality
thing,” she said. “That sounds nice. Can I be on the beach?”
“That's our most popular destination,” I
said, smiling to keep her smiling back. Whether she was going to survive or
not, there was no reason for her to suffer and be afraid. The better she felt
psychologically, the better her chances of survival.
“Thank you, Nurse Zack,” she said.
“You're welcome, Abigail,” I said, reading
her name off her bracelet quickly. Dennis had already gone to retrieve a VR
rig, so I left him to it. I found Angela at the 3D printer, pulling off fresh
vents. I was so glad we had the technology for all of this. If it had happened
a decade ago...
No. I wasn't going to keep thinking
about that. We were going to get this under control. Fucking mutant virus. I
took another survey of the room and suppressed a sigh. Everyone was as stable
as they were going to get. I checked out heparin and returned to Abigail to put
it in her IV. She was relaxed and smiling under her mask. She looked around as
far as she comfortably could and coughed a bit. It sounded much better. Still.
I walked around in a mild daze, back
into the surreal nature of minding a modern death ward. Most of the people here
were elderly or had weakened immune systems. We had a twenty-four year old
diabetic who didn't look well, too. I missed my family. But, at the same time,
I was glad they were safe at home in our isolated neighborhood. I'd video chat
with everyone on my break after I ate.
Lukas was trying to talk Eva out of
changing. She was almost nineteen. Garret and Bonnie had both told her to wait
a little longer, that they would have, but she knew what she wanted. She'd been
hell bent on this for years, so it was no surprise. She'd passed the screener
with zero issues. Her age was the only marker we were trying to convince her to
wait to clear. I didn't waste any of our precious time on it. She knew my
feelings. She would either listen to her other parents or she would join us in
eternal life just a little too young.
I wished dhampir were immune. I was glad
we had so many kids on our street, but I was worried about the kids missing
their friends at school for the rest of the year, which was probably just going
to happen at this point. Switching to online schooling for them was strange but
doable. Toby and Julian were devastated over missing out on clubs, though. Mia
kept video conferencing her therapist, and I was glad that it was an option for
her.
That reminded me that it was almost
social hour, when everyone who was conscious and had family with a VR device
could dive in and see their families. Some of them, for the last time. I was
scared for my mom and Charlie. They'd moved in together only a few months ago,
and now they were in self-isolation for safety. I was worried about Sarah's
parents, too. John might piss me off a lot, but I didn't want him to die...
certainly not like this.
I didn't want anyone else to die like
this. Which was why this was my life for the foreseeable future. I'd faced
terrorists, serial killers, gifted vampires, and even the Emperor. I'd be
damned if I survived all of that with my family to lose a single one of them to
a mutated cold virus. Since I couldn't do anything to protect them directly, I
would work to help here and protect everyone else in order to protect them.
Now, if humans would just fucking stay
home...
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