Thursday, January 19, 2023

Undermined

Undermined


I'mma go lay out and float

through all the waves

ocean's already in my throat

been there for days

why'd I open up my mouth

it's never good

been a victim of this drought

chokin on wood


I'm just breathing here

trying not to lose myself

trying to get through this hell

nightmare we made ourselves


I wish I could forget

now I got ten regrets

all carved in pain

all under your name

all under my

under my


undermined


fuck you! you don't own me

fuck you! you can't control me

push me down, push me down

hold me down, hold me down

is this what I mean to you?


you're cultivating flowers

where once we both stood

you think you envy me

you think it's all good

I'm alone and adrift

but please come on in

the water's cold and empty

and I don't know how to swim


I'm just breathing here

trying not to lose myself

trying to get through this hell

nightmare we made ourselves


I wish I could forget

now I got ten regrets

all carved in pain

all under your name

all under my

under my


undermined

I'm undermined

again

You see something

that's not there

(I wish I could forget)

it was taken

I was unaware

(now I got ten regrets)


I wish I could forget

I wish I could forget

I wish I could forget

all under your name

all carved in pain

underwater again